The Holly Show

03:15 am: Happy New Year all!!

05:19 am: bored. work is boring. my dinner was boring. the weather is boring. my cat is boring. the radio is boring. the tv is boring. these cigarettes are boring. there is no alcohol. no pot and no sex. geez.

04:02 am: blah blah blah... it is reall starting to get fucking cold and i hate it! can we see the sun a little more often? vanessa, you do not wan't to move here. i'm bored. i need adventure..excitment. something. my job is fucking boring. we need to understand i was working late nights in a pub, socializing, drinking and having a grand ol time. matt went back to london. i won't see him this weekend. i think he might feel crowded, not that i am a crowder, but i've all his been around last week and up untill 2 days ago. i hope he still likes me. what to do this weekend?! i am not staying home. i 'll kill myself. i'm going to call my friend lydia. she's kind of trouble though. very promiscuous. and quite the lush i may say. this may be a good test for me. i don't need that much excitment. i just like her. i met her through a mutual shag. kind of funny. but she is still there every now and then. she is loud and abnoxious though, and i can only take a bit of that. this weekend will be good though. as of now, i need a "beer and a cigarette".

05:19 am: YUP!
sex sex and more sex. i don't think i've ever had such an intersting and more exciting sex life in my entire life. isn't it nice when you can have that? i honestly think most people don't have that. i feel lucky. you absolutely know when it's fucking good!! no pun intended! ha! no more pub work for me. tired of it. i work for a boring paper company now. it's quiet and more office type lazy fat blokes. i'm working on something. a good life! how about that!

06:24 am: survey...can't sleep
3's
1) 3 things you couldn't live without
my black converse, my friend natalie and matt

2) 3 things you COULD live without
temptation, my boss and chalres

3) 3 favorite songs
let there be love- oasis, underground-schleprock, nicotime stain- siouxie and the banshees

4) 3 favorite foods
chinese, fast food and indian

5) 3 most memerable people that you don't talk with anymore or as often as you should.
noelle from high school, my grandmother and little ben from NME

6) 3 favorite people
natalie, charles & matt

7) 3 favorite movies
full metal jacket , friday the 13th and a clockwork orange

favorite thing about..

8) your current living arrangements
i'm all alone.. i could walk around naked if i want to!

9) your job
flexibility

10) boys
hmmm.... if they have pretty eyes... then that.. and they should be pretty well hung as well for that to be a favorite of mine.

11) girls
tits and ass!!

12) love sex
the feeling that its right and wanting and waiting. and then it. and then after.

13) casual sex
the inital drive that makes you want to do it. and the first 5 minutes pretty much. after that i pretty much want to get out of there.

14) your ex
my ex was 6 years ago. great sex and he was very funny.

15) alcohol
that it makes you drunk and easier to do the things your not supposed to.

have you ever been bad??...

16) have you ever been to a bachlor or bachlorette party?
yes i have!

17) have you ever been to jail?
no...not lately

18) have you ever stripped in front of a live audience?
no way

19) have you ever performed a sex act in front of a live audience?
in a motel, under the covers with my friend jenna and her lad in the other bed. weird night.

20) have you ever got someone drunk to have sex with them?
no, i'm usually the one they are trying to get drunk to have sex with me.

21) have you ever told someone something you weren't supposed to becuase you were drunk?
like "your not all that pretty?"

22) have you ever told someone you loved them and was lying?
i havn't told anyone that since my ex

what is the most...

23) you've ever cried?
probably 12 hours.

24) you've ever weighed
i don't know!!

25) you've ever been on the phone (longest)?
6 or 7 hours?

26) people you had sex with in one day?
2

27) sex you've had with 1 person in 1 day?
gosh.... somewhere between 7 and 8..maybe?? it starts to get a little sore and numb...ouch!

28) people you've made out with in 1 day?
i think 2

29) money you've spent in 1 day?
£2500.00 to pay off a loan.

30) time you spent on somone before they slept with you?
hmmm... depends. going out on a date with someone.. the longest was like 2 weeks of going out before it happened.. c'mon!!

01:11 am: i hate subjects!
today i bought coffee. i found this ghiredellis stuff vanessa told me about. this shit cost me £8.00, so it better be good. it's rasberry chocolate. sure fucking smells good. charles bought me lunch today. we'll, we shared a pizza and he paid for it. he's a good geezer. i think if the jukebox at the pub plays new coldplay one more time, i'm going to blow it up. the lads at the pub were on a oasis trip for a bit with the new album, which i didn't mind all too much. i don't know what their problem is this week. today i bought a live video from turbonegro. they rock! check them out. something about these scandanavian bands rock my world.. the original hanoi rocks of course. the blueprint of guns n' roses and godfather of such bands as the backyard babies and black halos. the bones are pretty good too, but i get tired of hearing about hod rods, girls and rock n roll. can we be a little bit more cliche i ask you all? but advise you all to check out these bands. i talked to matt today. just hearing his voice makes me wet my tousers. i love feeling like that. makes me happy. charles keeps me laughing. i told him about matt. i thought he would get upset. but, he said "we'll i hope that all works for you then" i sensed his words were genuine. i havn't made out with him since last week. since i told him i only want to be friends. he has made no attemps. and seems to respect that. i like him more than i use to for that. i saw this jacket that i want. it would cost me £150. so, maybe not then. haha.

01:29 am: the truth.
i've noticed i don't write all too much in this thing. some people it's day to day, others it's..well..whenever they fucking want. we'll thats me. sometimes i just don't have anything to say. i've been seeing this lovely man named matt. he's in london. i'm in manchester. 3 hours difference. i think the more that i see him, the harder it's going to become for me . i'm scared that being hours away from him most of the time may cause me to get into trouble. why am i so scared about this? becuase i'm not sure i trust myself. or, i feel if i commit myself to matt, i could be true and monogamous, but sometimes you get into situations that your not sure how to get out of. like your mind says "no"... and your body says "oh yes"...you still say "no" but your body tends to take over your brain and tells it "no one needs to know about this, it's ok this once". i'm afraid of that because i know how hard i've tried before in this type of scenario.. and it never works. it take alot to say no, i have a boyfirend.. because i'm sure they hear that all the time before they go on and shag all your girlfriends. lust is like greed. but with sex. changes people and what they stand for sometimes. when someone really wants you. you react. it's human nature. i'm trying though!

03:02 am: dumb survey

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!
Created by -ambiguous and taken 67590 times on bzoink!
What is your favorite..
gum	Orbit. the bublemint flavor
restaurant	hmmm, A'fenestella in London (FANTASTIK!!)
drink	vodka with tonic
season	spring
type of weather	not too cold. definitely NOT HOT
emotion	uh, happy! or excited
thing to do on a half day	have sex
late-night activity	drinking and sex
sport	sex
city	London
store	fcuk london
When was the last time you..
cried	a few weeks ago when my cat broke my mums vase
played a sport	foozball at the pub
laughed	right now. charles is a riot
hugged someone	ealier, i saw my friend betsy
kissed someone	what kind of kiss?? i kissed betsy, but made out with matt
felt depressed	been a while
felt elated	not lately
felt overworked	every fucking day!
faked sick	haha, everytime i call in sick
lied	i seldom lie, so i can't remember
What was the last..
word you said	fuck
thing you ate	carrot
song you listened to	long time ago (Schleprock!!)
thing you drank	orange juice
place you went to	newstand downstairs to buy fags
movie you saw	star wars 3..loved it!
movie you rented	i don't rent..i don't have a player of anysort that works
concert you attended	oasis
Who was the last person you..
hugged	didn't we just answer this one?
cried over	god, it's been so long sice i have
kissed	redundant!
danced with	haha.. i don't dance
shared a secret with	miss vanessa jane
had a sleepover with	charles and we didn't DO ANYTHING vanessa!
called	matt
went to a movie with	fuck... i don't rememeber
saw	charles... he is in the bathroom..been in there for a while
were angry with	my boss for being a CUNT
couldn't take your eyes off of	matt
obsessed over	this lad anthony a few years back. i never got to fuck him though, i think thats why i obssesed
Have you ever..
danced in the rain	dumb!
kissed someone	same fucking questions!!
done drugs	right now
drank alcohol	right now
slept around	haha... i really trying to be a one man gal
partied 'til the sun came up	usually often..but easy partying.
had a movie marathon	boring
gone too far on a dare	never. i do what i want when i want
spun until you were immensely dizzy	stupid stupid!
taken a survey quite like this before	fucking never
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05:00 am: survey.. please join me in taking it!
Name four bad habits you have:
1.) spending money 2.) not calling my mom 3.) not using condoms 4.) leaving my door unlocked

Name four things that you wish you had:
1.) a better computer 2.) more money 3.) a steady boyfriend 4.) a proper job

Name four albums you love:
1.) gnr- appetite for destruction 2.) generators- excess betrayl 3.) oasis- definitely maybe 4.) new york dolls- s/t


Name four things you do before you go to sleep

1.) smoke weed 2.) brush my teeth 3.) wash my face 4.) pee

Name four things you are thinking about right now:
1.) matt 2.) something sexual with charles 3.) rent 4.) cigarettes

Name four things that you have done today:
1.) mastrubate 2.) work 3.) shower 4.) smoked weed

Name the last four things you have bought:
1.) vodak 2.) smokes 3.) bras 4.) petrol for charles car so he could take me to buy smokes.

Name four drinks you regularly drink:
1.) cola 2.) vodka 3.) water 4.) coffee


Name the last four people you've made out with
1.) charles 2.) matt 3.) mikey 4.) josh


Name four random facts about yourself:
1.) i'm always horny.. i think theres something wrong with me!
2.) i can't drink tequilla because i get a little too wild and regret things...aye?
3.) i smoke too much
4.) i love womens feet.


1.What's the middle name of first person you slept with? i don't remember, his name was larson though.

2. What kind of underwear are you wearing, and what color are they? black with blue polka dots

3. Do you have sex on the first date? yes. why not?

4. How many people has your sluttiest friend slept with? i have a mate that has slept with over 30 men. she's 27!

5. Would you be able to have sex in a room full of people at a party? probably not. 1 wouldn't be comfortable with people watching my private parts.

6. How many times have you had sex in a car? twice or thrice

7. If your handsome boss gave generous raises and let you get away with aything at work, but you had to occasionally give him a blow job, would you do it? just a blowjob? if no one knew about it. sounds like a fair trade.

8. If you found a wallet with 3,000$, do you turn it in? yes, i'd turn it in and say "i found this wallet with 1000$ in it!

9. What is the best thing about your current lover? loves to talk dirty and big cock.

10. Do you have secrets that no one will EVER EVER know? i don't think so. my friends no everything about me.

11. If you could have any superpower, what would it be? i wish i could fly! or xray vision to see through wall and peoples clothes. haha

12. Favorite hangover cure? sex & 1 more drink

13. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk? 6 or 7

14. How many drinks does it take for anyone to get into your pants? well.. lets talk after 6 or 7 drinks

15. Hair color you most like someone you're dating to have? black or brown...no blonde!

16. Would you be able to marry someone with a small penis? NO

17. Do you have any psychiatric problems? not that i'm aware of

18. Do you get dressed and undressed in front of people? god NO!

19. Least favorite month? february..too cold

20. Favorite hateful thing to do to somebody? spit in their beer.

21. Age you lost your virginity? 15

22. Favorite sexual position? doggy style

23. Ever have anal sex? nope

24. Do you like to watch dirty movies? YES!!

25. Besides boyfriends present and past, how many other guys have you had repeat sex with and how may times? most have been 1 nighters, 2 other lads when on no more than 3 times each. then i got bored. NEXT!

26. Person who was the absolute worst lay? this lad mikey.. small dick and i had to think of someone else to make myself come.

27. If you are straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with? miss vanessa jane , she's gorgeous!! haha

28. Where do you want to retire to? french country side

29. Who is the person you can count on the most? linda my sister


30. If you saw your favorite celebrity at a party this weekend, and they approached you and asked if you would sleep with them, would you? hell yeah!

31. What was the last book you read? i don't remember... it's been a while.

32. What's a word you'd use to describe your life? cluttered

33. What's your favorite drink? anything with vodka

34. What did you dream about last night? sex with matt

35. Favorite vice? sex

36. What's the last thing you'd ever tell someone? what i really thought of them.

06:25 am: well well
ok. sometimes my boss is just a cunt. she just phone me up and yelled at me for running late. she told me not to worry about it. stay home. we'll fine then. cover me bitch. it's like, come on! i was getting my shag on in london baby! be happy for me..right? besides, i didn't even wan't to be there today. for reasons. and because i'm sore and rather lay down and smoke cigarettes all day. i'm going to draw a hot bath. listen to music. maybre even put on a dirty movie. ah lovely. fuck work. what do you think? yeah!

12:02 am: take this dumb survey. it's really dumb!

Personal Survey
Created by luvlyprincess34 and taken 5902 times on bzoink!
Sexual Encounters and Sexuality:
Are you Straight, Bi, or Gay?	straight
(Other than and including sex...)
How many boys have you had experiences with?	16 i think
How many girls have you had experiences with?	none
How many persons total?	16 i think
Where was your best encounter?	a hotel in london, camden. there were a few people getting in on. it waas exciting!
Where was your worst encounter?	bleeehhh. this lad seth's living room.
How old were you when you had your first experience?	15
Do you Masturbate?	sure do
(If so) How often?	i try to get one in every evening... or sometimes in the morning
(If so) How old were you when you first started?	15
Ever talked about it with a friend?	haha. sure
(If so) Ever done it with a friend?	no
Do you watch/look at porn?	yup
(If so) How often?	if its good... and its on, then so am i
(If so) What is your source?	movies only.. i like the amatuer stuff.
What is your opinion on porn?	i love it
Do you have any STDs?	god no
(If so) From who/where?	stupid
(For Girls)
(For Girls) Ever been to the Gynecologist?	of course
(If so) How old were you when you first went?	18
(If so) Why did you first go?	first apa smear
(If so) Do you go regularly?	i try to
(If not) Why haven't you gone?	lazy,don't like doctors sticking that metal clamp up my twat.
Do you use birth control?	like vanessa says "i plead the fifth"
How old were you when you first got your period?	13
Tampons or Pads?	tampons
Have you ever had an abotion?	NO
Self Mutiation:
(Cutting)
Have you ever cut yourself?	yeah, when i was like 14
For what reason?	to be cool...weird... get attention
Did you stop or are you still doing it?	thats so "14"
Why or Why not?
Have you sought any professional help?	no,,, i'm ok
Have you told your parents?	my mum saw it on me once, i carved this lads name. she wasn't to happy.
(Suicide)
Have you ever had suicidal thoughts?	i used to
Have you ever tried to commit suicide? How many times?	no
By what method?	n/a
Have you ever prevented anyone else from committing suicide?	nope
Have you sought any professional help?	no
Have you told your parents?	no
Have you written any suicide notes and given them to the intended person?	no
Have you ever been caught?	no
(Burning)
Have you ever burned yourself on purpose?	with cigarette butts.. when i was 14
Would you do it again?	no way
Did you stop or are you still doing it?	dumb dumb
Why or Why not?	n/a
(Eating Disorders)
Have you been diagnosed with an eating disorder?	no
Do you display characteristics if you are not diagnosed?	no
Have you ever not eaten for a day or longer?	yeah
What is the longest you've gone without eating?	3 days
Have you ever taken diet pills?	yes
Have you ever been addicted to diet pills?	no
Are you still?	no
Have you ever binged and purged?	no
How old were you when you started to display charecteristics?	n/a
How old were you when you were diagnosed?	n/a
Have you sought professional help?	this is getting dumb
Have you told your parents?	this is getting dumb
Have you tried to stop?	this is getting dumb
Why or Why not?	this is getting dumb
(Drugs)
Have you ever done any drugs?	yeah
What drugs have you done?	weed, cocaine, extacy, speed. mushrooms and a variety of lovely colored ppilss or all sorts
Have you ever regreted it?	some of it
How old were you when you did your first drug?	14
Have you stopped or are you still doing them?	some ocasionally
Why or Why not?	n/a
Have you sought professional help?	n/a
Have you told your parents?	no
Have you ever been caught?	no
Have you ever lost a friend because of drugs?	no
Are you clean now?	i waas never dirty!
How long have you been clean?	n/a
Thanks for taking the time to do this survey.
It takes alot of bravery to answer these questions honestly.
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03:08 am: ok. i really need a new computer, but i got my aim express going (thanks miss vanessa jane!) i've decided i want an imac. vanessa and i have come to the conclusion if you going to buy a computer. it better fucking be a MAC! so, hey vanessa (doosky from the Generators) wife is absolutely wonderful. we've had some cool and funny conversations. she's definitely not boring, very entertaining and i can definitely relate to her in quiete a few ways. cheers love! so, i've been talking to this lad i met downstairs from my apartment. he's kinda shy. pretty boy i think. even though i need to get laid really really badly, i'm gonna pinch my clit and wait till there is some positive chemistry with this one. he's very intersted in me it seems. you can just tell. ya know? i lost my mobile phone (FUCK) so i have no tele at the moment. i need new shoes and new underpants. tomorrow, shopping. sound exciting? i thought so! i also saw OASIS a few weekends ago and forgot to write about them. all i've got to say is this "they were fucking fantastik!" very tight and we'll put together this time around. i remember seeing them back in 93 when i was just 16 or so. right before they broke and there was like 60 people watching them at the uk boardwalk in manchester. it's just amazing to think back on. that was a long fucking time ago!

01:28 am: blah blah
my back hurts! somebody give me a rub. ooh sod. i forgot to pay my rent. luckily my landlord is very cool. he's an old pervert i think, becuase i just have to smile blink my eyelashes and he'll tell me "ok love, just this once", he's actually really nice. you could just tell when your talking to him, he's got a bit of a wondering eye. so, it's like 1 whole month since i've been laid. it's starting to get a bit ridiculous now. i don't know what to do. i don't want to call up someone for a shag, i kinda want to meet someone. i guess i'm saying.... well....i think i want a boyfriend..ok, i said it. but don't tell anyone. i'm just sick of feeling like a dirty slut. ya know!

05:50 pm: huuuuuh!
guess what? i've got a date this weekend! i met this lad at the pub i work at. i usually don't go out with people who try to ask me out at work. but this one had the most gorgeous eyes! thin, kind of a pretty boy. but very beautiful. we spoke for hours on the tele. he seems very "level headed". we'll i hope he is. i wan't him. like, i need a good lay fucking bad. the last 2 people i've slept with, it's like i wanted to tell them "you call yourself a man?". where do these boys learn to shag? i'm crossing my fingers. cheerio and toodle pip!

03:00 am: yay!
wow, i heard that doosky may be back with the generators.... more info to come. i'm awaiting on his wifey to fill me in. i just couldn't imagine them being as good as they were without his songwriting and guitar slinging. he is definitely a pilar of that band. how exciting!

05:10 am: RANDOM SURVEY
what you woke up to this morning:: my neighbours slamming doors!!
cd currently in your cd player:: Generators, Welcome to the End
songs you heard today:: alot
what you had for lunch:: chicken chow mein
last time you drank alcohol:: right now, gin & tonic cuz i'm feeling supersonic
where you went today:: work
last time you kissed someone:: 2 nights ago
last concert you went to:: it's been a wile, hmmmm.. i forgot
what you can hear right now:: my tv, bbc
what you smell right now:: my catbox
what you're wearing:: uh... my undies
last time you drove a car:: today
last item you purchased, other than food:: my cute little black dress
last three people you talked to online:: i don't talk to anyone online
last word you said out loud:: FUCK
last friend you saw:: mark
last kiss: mark
last person you had sex with: mark
have you ever had a one night stand? yeah, a few
when was the last? 2 months ago i think
did you know his/her name? YES!!
last time you partied:: 2 nights ago
last book you read:: valley of the dolls... again!!
last email you received:: from my mum
last person you talked to on the phone:: mark
last time you got oral sex:: 2 nights ago
last time you gave oral sex:: 2 nights ago... geeze, this is getting old
current crush:: no one
ever kiss someone of the oposite sex:: twice
ever have sex with someone of the oposite sex? no, just a little fun
if you have, when was the last time? it wasn't sex!!!
how you feel today:: Happy, but tired
what you're doing this weekend:: seeing mark
what you're looking forward to:: sex with mark
what you're doing when you're done with this:: bath time

04:17 am: dumb dumb dumb, but bored
SECTION ONE : WORK AND JESUS

1. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD? yes
2. WHEN DO YOU CALL ON GOD MORE, DURING SEX OR WHEN FRUSTRATED?
haha, how about when i'm pissed!
3. IF GOD ACTUALLY SHOWED UP WHILE YOU WERE SAYING "OH, GOD" IN
BED, WHAT EXACTLY WOULD YOU DO? stupid!
5. WHILE AT WORK, YOUR EXTREMELY RELIGIOUS COWORKER PROCEEDS TO
ENGAGE YOU ABOUT YOUR LACK OF RELIGION, WHAT DO YOU DO? just
smile and say "thanks!!!, wanna fuck??"
6. YOU'VE BEEN LEFT BEHIND AND THE END IS NIGH. PANIC, FIND JESUS, OR
PARTY? we'll, jesus may be at the party
7. YOUR FIRST THOUGHTS UPON ARRIVING AT WORK? i hate this place
8. YOUR LAST THOUGHTS BEFORE LEAVING WORK? i hate this place
9. COFFEE AT WORK. YES, NO, OR THE WORLD WILL END WITHOUT IT? yes,
oh GOD yes!!
10. YOUR SALARY. UNDERPAID, ADEQUATELY PAID, OR PLEASE GOD LET ME
WIN THE LOTTERY? uderpaid
11. WOULD YOU MAKE MORE MONEY AT YOUR JOB IF YOU WERE JESUS? if i
were jesus, i don't think i would need to work
12. WOULD YOU MAKE MORE MONEY IF YOU SLEPT WITH THE BOSS? uh, i
don't know. depends how hot your are
13. IS MAKING MORE MONEY WORTH SLEEPING WITH THE BOSS? depends
how hot he is.

SECTION TWO: SPIRITUAL, SEXUAL HODGEPODGE OF LIFE

1. DO YOU HAVE A CAR? no
2. IF SO, DO YOU LOVE YOUR CAR? see previous answer
3. IF YOU'RE A NAMER OF CARS, WHAT DID YOU NAME IT? dumb dumb
4. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SEX IN YOUR CAR? no, not my car
5. ON YOUR CAR? what the hell is this?
6. LUBE. YES, NO? depends
7. CONSIDER YOUR LOVER/SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT HUMAN. WORTH DYING
FOR? if i had one. i don't know
10. WORTH SITTING THROUGH A SEASON OF SURVIVOR FOR? definitely
NOT!!
11. YOU'RE STUCK ON AN ISLAND WITH YOUR LOVER/SPOUSE/BUTT BUDDY
AND ONE ITEM. WHAT ITEM IS IT? my radio
12. FAVORITE SEXUAL POSITION. doggy style
13. FAVORITE SEXUAL POSITION WHEN YOU HAVE RUGBURN ON YOUR
KNEES. if it's good sex, a little rugburn isn't a problem

SECTION THREE : GOD DAMNED STUPID SHIT

1. PICK A COLOR. black
2. PICK A CONDOM. no thanks
3. PICK A SONG. supersonic
4. PICK A VACATION DESTINATION. maui
5. CAN YOU ENVISION YOURSELF HAVING SEX WITH THE COLORED CONDOM
YOU CHOSE IN THE DESTINATION YOU PICKED WHILE LISTENING TO SAID
SONG? that was stupid!
6. WHAT YOU'RE BEST AT. nothing
7. WHAT YOU SUCK AT. everything
8. WHAT YOU REALLY FUCKING SUCK AT. singing!

OKAY, I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I'M DONE.

01:51 am: close call
my cousin janine phone be this morning. she's having a baby! i'm so excited!
it's like i'm going to be a auntie now. wow. good news. i had a bit of a scare
last week speaking of babies, i thought i was pregnant. man, let me tell
you. this whole weekend i was worried sick. this boy i've been kinda
seeing, we'll, he's not the fathering type. and i'm not the mothering type
myself... not yet. i'm not ready. i need to be more careful. i did get my
period today. and i'm relived. i'm never having sex again!! THE END

02:43 am: killing time
In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: no
02. Bought something: cigarettes, food
03. Gotten sick: no
04. Sang: yes
05. Eaten: of course
06. Been kissed: yup
07. Felt stupid: yeah, after the kiss
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: nope
09. Met someone new: yes
10. Moved on: yeah, i broke a nail.. now i'm moving on
11. Talk to an ex: no
12. Missed an ex: no way
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: no
14. Had a serious talk: with my boss about cleaning glasses
15. Missed someone: my friend neil
16. Hugged someone: yes
17. Fought with your parents: no
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: i don't want to be with
anyone
Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: marie
02. Best guy friend: i can't be friends with guys. i can't usually behave
myself
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no no no
04. If no, current dating partner: i don't like to call it dating.
05. Hobbies: boys
06. Pager: haha, i've got a mobile
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: depends how much i've
had to drink.
08. What type automobile do you drive: no auto, just a scooter
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: jaguar
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: friends
11. Where is the best hangout: old towne pub, downtown manchester
12. Do you have a job: yeah, the old towne pub
13. Do you attend church: sorry
14. Do you like being around people: for the most
[Friends]
Who:
01. Have you known the longest: janet and scott (since 2nd grade)
02. Do you argue the most with: my mum
03. Do you always get along with: my friend neil
04. Is the most trustworthy: marie
05. Makes you laugh the most: marie, neil and my dad
06. Has been there through all the hard times: marie
Personal:
01. Who is your role model: nobody
02. What are some of your pet peeves: being a bit too loud
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: probably
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: sure
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not really... as long
as they are cute
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): no
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: oh yeah!
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped: i've never been dumped.
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": hookup usually sounds good.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: yeah
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: remember i said i can't be friends
with boys!! and i don't like girls that way
12. Do you want to get married: someday maybe
13. Do you want kids: no
14. Do you believe in psychics: sure
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point
in time: definitely NO!!
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my neck and
feet
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i don't know.. i'm
easy to get along with and i'm very pleasant usually
18. Are you happy with you: sometimes
19. Are you happy with your life: mostly
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be:
my obsession with sweets.
[ Current Clothes ] t-shirt only.... hehe
[ Current Mood ] tired
[ Current Music ] nothin
[ Current Taste ] toothpaste
[ Current Make-up ] none
[ Current Hair ] mid legth, black & cute
[ Current Annoyance ] my cat
[ Current Smell ] my cat!!!!
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] going to sleep
[ Current Desktop Picture ] my cat!!
[ Current Favorite Group ] oasis
[ Current CD in CD Player ] new oasis

03:06 am: BORED

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.